About me

My story (The very short version)

Where to begin? Let’s start at my conception. Eww, no, bad idea. Let’s start with my Awakening on October of 2015, October 16th, 2015 to be exact. That night I received a flood of information in what can only be described as my first conscious download. In a bizarre instant I suddenly knew, with every fiber of my being, the truth about 9/11, the existence of other life forms in our Cube Matrix, and that everything I had ever been taught was probably wrong.

In my years prior to this fateful day I was lost, aimless, and without purpose. My life had been an endless string of booze, parties, dead end jobs, failed ideas, drugs, with a hero dose of unfocused globe-wandering sprinkled on top. It seemed like a hollow existence, but looking back I now realize that everything in my seemingly trivial life was preparing me for that fateful day. All the pain, the hurt, the loneliness was priming me for an explosion of consciousness expansion, like a rubber band pulled back to it’s limits.

I embraced the explosion of energy as fully as a human being could. I switched to a vegan diet. Meditated for hours every day. Practiced sun gazing. Learned to read Tarot cards. Absorbed everything I could about crystals and their healing. I spoke my new truth aloud to my friends and family without fear. Anything and everything to raise my vibration to the highest level I was ready to hold. But none of that cured the feelings of loneliness. Quite the opposite. It drove me further from the friends and family that still remained. They saw me as an anomaly, someone who didn’t belong to society and not one they should engage with fully if they wanted to maintain their limited world view. Expansion is difficult, and so few of us are willing to embark on such a challenging journey.

I worked hard. I healed past traumas, looked at old shadows. I leaned into my Claircognizant abilities. I started a successful spiritual business of sharing healing crystals with humanity in the hopes of doing my small part in raising the human vibration. Eventually I found a self love that had never before been present in my life.

That’s when my Twin Flame stepped in. It was Magik from the first moment. Though separated by distance, we each felt a connection to the other that was so pure, so deep, and so familiar that we became inseparable. The draw to one another was so great that we each closed the book on our past lives and came together to write our new book in a new state. Together, in physicality, we were even more inseparable. We did everything together as one, including healing, which was deep and intense. Together we developed new techniques for transmuting traumas and removing ego. We manifested the life of our dreams, a 40 acre homestead in the White Mountains of Arizona. We built a home and a life on our hill, the same hill where an Anasazi village once existed, and where many of them Ascended into the next realm. Their spirits lingered, guiding us on how to Ascend in our own Divine timing, catapulting our spiritual progression light years forward.

For me, life was perfect, filled with forward movement, healing, and love, until one day it wasn’t perfect anymore. I was betrayed in the worst way possible, almost as if she knew the exact combination of words and actions that would cut me to the deepest, most tender part of my soul. And just like that, in what felt like a single instant, she was gone, I was gone, everything we built together was over. It felt like our Garden of Eden had been infiltrated by a conniving snake.

Picking up the pieces from a blindside like that is not easy. For many, it’s impossible. But I’m not just anybody. I’m a spiritual warrior of the highest order. I have the ability to go inwards, look at myself objectively, heal traumas, pinpoint and remove ego. The tools we had developed together are helping me to heal the wounds that we created in each other. I learned that the Twin Flame relationship is the most challenging assignment one can undertake. We reflected our deepest, darkest shadows back at each other until one of us couldn’t take it anymore and had to tap out.

I’ve learned a lot from my journey. From pain, hurt, loneliness, and sorrow to pure bliss, joy, fulfillment, and unconditional love, and back to pain, hurt, and loneliness, but on a much deeper, more visceral level. What a rollercoaster ride. 

What I want to take away from my experience is that we all NEED community. We need each other to bounce ideas off of, to share what we’ve learned, to learn from others, and to be seen and heard by people who understand what this spiritual journey feels like. That’s why Awaken2Ascend is here. I want to provide you with a place to vent, to laugh, to cry, but most importantly, to love. Love is all there is. It’s all that matters, and no matter how hard things get I’m here for it, and I’m here for you.